When I had Enough... I would rather..

Its almost sad
you shamed me on my convocation to the extend that i hate to look at the pictures...
You used me for money... you gave a new meaning to extortion
you mentally tie me up and emotionally bound me to follow in whatever you say
even to the most ridiculous
you paralyses me by limiting my movement and then u nag that i am not walking on my own
You give space.. but you doubt each second
you got angry for all the ridiculous reason
I used ridiculous twice in a sentence
though i constantly tell my students not to repeat the same word twice
but if not for that word...
 i would have said that you are unscrupulous, inconsiderate, petty, self centered snob
who wish nothing than to destroy your own flesh and blood .

When I had enough I would rather die but Dying would be worst...

Coz at least by living I can still count my chances of independence.

The Day a Teacher Cries

The title speaks for itself.
BLACK... the colour of grief suits the day
Filled with utter disappointment..
Since when did the students stoop so low.
We do not ask for gifts..
Hell, we do not ask for you to remember our day
Just Respect..
If respect is too much to offer
Then, spare us some humanity..
Out of shame , Out of guilt, Out of love...
Students now.. not to point to everyone of them
Why is it on this day..
You still are not listening to us..
Are we of no value to all of you
What if someday, we stop caring for you..
Will you notice us...
You are like our kids...
yet you treat us like your slave
Disrespect.. Under appreciated..
Know how it felt to be treated this way...
You 'll see..
When you do...
We would still be right here
For you
Because... Over everything
We are still Your stupid OLd teacher.
And above all You will always be Our Beloved student.

Do u know how hard it is to confess to a feeling that you have? 

It took a lot of courage to do it.

You will be questioning yourself 

The Bad had gone worst

Yesterday I fall from a chair...
How could someone had fallen from a chair? A chair???!
but I did... I had no idea what was in my mind that had drove me into such hole... LITERALLY

My whole body when from mid air to the ground.. rolling in dirt from a 5meter height.
Luckily, I sustained no injury.

Yesterdays's bad day goes from bad to worst TODAY.

I almost crashed with a car... me on my motorcycle on my way back from the school... the car stopped instantly before it reached my motorcycle.

It was fortunate of me.

I hope tomorrow.. things will get better.


p/s ... on a different note... why won't you reply my text? had I done something to offend u, I m sorry.

Drama Marathon reminded me so much of you

Guys can be really2 annoying sometimes.. They either too smart or just plain DUMB.
I don't know how girls put up with their attitude. It is almost like killing urself over and over again, and yet you never did, die... and yes.. you never stop trying  (to kill yourself)
Guys are just like a doctor's prescription of a very strong drug. Too much of it, you'll suffer... Too little of it, you'll crave.. so, it is better to just stay  away from them.

They are too much out of this world. Sharing everything with them can turn out to be amazing or it could be a disaster.. For example, shahring a facebook account. A girl could easily tell if the guy is entertaining his other friend without first replying her message.

## erkkk... too much of drama.. i felt the hibbi jibbies

The love that was lost ......

Baby Steps 1#

Yes .. I have finally MASTER the courage to at least starts a conversation with you.
I am not gonna lose u without trying.
Come to think of it.. If I had just confessed to you.... no harm done~~ since I am no longer near you or in the same class.Well, the big question remain....
Should i go for it?

Movies I recently Discover

These are some of the movies I have recently watched

Sillunu Oru Kathal Movie

A very nice movie with outstanding message and lovable ending.

My first most adored Tamil movies after PriyaSakhi..

also centres on family bonding and  love 

full of very comedic yet touching moments

very fun to watch

give you a different look on life.

A successful Story of A Bright Girl

Very lovable, entertaining ,wonderful Korean Drama

I always wondered what it would be like to have someone like Han Ki Tae in my life.

Marah Marah Sayang

An old movie from the 80's

very theatrical, over dramatic yet appropriate

a seemingly, unlikely  tolerable cheeky love lines

with songs that stays in my head 

and in my playlist

This isn't goodbye

Goodbyes are not forever,
Goodbyes are not the end..
They simply mean I'll Miss You
Until We meet again!

As You ARe

Love is outrageously overlooked

24 years old... but still I have no thoughts of getting married..

but have been thinking of you..

Why?

need to step up.. forget you or try and  make the most out of my time

so that I will stop thinking of you that much

Busy... busy... busy...

Making myself busy.

p/s: Love Supermoon~ ( Just watched this movie.. reminded me of high school, the rain , 5 cent sweets and you

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R0_pYaxv_kA....