I hate it when friends scold u for simple little things..(especially when u r not in the wrong) It just takes all the love and affection away. I wonder, did they ever stop and think for a while at the moment of their rage that they were hurting us?? if not physically, then emotionally ..yes!! deeply hurt. I know u too well to differentiate between smirks and sarcasm, anger and frustration, ego and dumb opposition.  I might b wrong but who "dart" at their "jigree dos" for only the reason of not bringing a book that a friend once ask u to keep for he is too lazy to carry back home... Who would have known that you wanted the book on that particular day if they were not told. For keeping the bond, I hold my part and keep my silence, while each and every second i tried very hard to forget.   Sometime, I manage to forget "why" but later You remind me why... why do i develop the feel of distancing you.... Who could understand this feeling? Hence, as for the reason of having no one to answer that last question that I finally decided to wrote it down. Even if it seems pathetic and in your world they would say too emotional, I find it rather relieving!! ( it's

One Love

I heard you chanting lyrics and script...
I thought it was
       all for me
but little did I know
        you have now your own lives
        to live,
It's time for me to bid "goodbye"
It may takes time
       a lot or a few
what's difference does it makes
I'll try oh I will
till the day I succeed
But if I ever failed
will you be there for me
To give me your hand
to stop me from falling
to raise me up once more
and rewrite my lost
so I may once again
be happy in your presence
and no more be empty
been living with your absence
with that one and only love
with no one to share
and no one to love.......

MFH~

YADEIN

Yadein... We live with memories. Memories are the things that made us who we are today. Sometimes, we went to far out of their reach and sometimes memories are haunting us every move.
Memories are the good and bad choices we have made in our life. It's makes up a huge deal of our life. Sometimes, the unforgettable memories came at the unexpected minute ...you really2 had wish it to fade and vanish as you start over your day...
but! no... it is here to stay.... Some memories came with a set of wound that would scar you for life.

ps: I could never ever forget You despite how far you've gone to. If only there's some way to know what you might be feeling right now..... but then again, I'm too scared to notice. So, farewell.......

Vengeance... pure satisfaction or pure denial?

I am not very good at vengeance. To say that i am

They said we are complicated. Well...
Let see...
They said they love us but they give us thousands of reasons to hate them.
They sulk, we  say sorry n we coax but why is it when we sulk, they forget everything....
They called, we didn't pick up said they understand today but why did they hanged up tomorrow.

ALONE In Literal Meaning

I've been alone within this past few days... but it took me only today, 

NOW..to realize something... 

I feel the loneliness ....creeping into my soul. 

Why?

 The Fact is that ,

 " One will Only feel the absence of others, when ONE needed others the most". 

Yes I needed them.. If not all, at least, could one of them be here for me NOW. Why did they always came at the same time and vanished at exactly the same time.

"Hey! Could one of you stay with me tonight? "

It was s****d of me to put them on top of everything else while they put me at the bottom of the list.
Never again I'll be succumbed to such 'stupidity'... tomorrow.. everything's gonna change... Be Selfish!! pleaseee...

Moons are nothing without Sun. The Light of the moon is actually a reflection of light from the sun.

Both are needed in synchronization with one another, One appear while one faded away for a moment of time. Yet, they never really leave...........

* If you ever so dear, please excuse the error any inappropriate sentence structure... well, I'm sleepy and obviously aren't thinking straight.

That is all to it then.. Thanks for flying by my site

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