I hate it when friends scold u for simple little things..(especially when u r not in the wrong) It just takes all the love and affection away. I wonder, did they ever stop and think for a while at the moment of their rage that they were hurting us?? if not physically, then emotionally ..yes!! deeply hurt. I know u too well to differentiate between smirks and sarcasm, anger and frustration, ego and dumb opposition.  I might b wrong but who "dart" at their "jigree dos" for only the reason of not bringing a book that a friend once ask u to keep for he is too lazy to carry back home... Who would have known that you wanted the book on that particular day if they were not told. For keeping the bond, I hold my part and keep my silence, while each and every second i tried very hard to forget.   Sometime, I manage to forget "why" but later You remind me why... why do i develop the feel of distancing you.... Who could understand this feeling? Hence, as for the reason of having no one to answer that last question that I finally decided to wrote it down. Even if it seems pathetic and in your world they would say too emotional, I find it rather relieving!! ( it's