Crush 1#

After my one "hand clapping incident" ( obviously that is not the right term), I had bumped into  several other terrible tragedy that had stunned part of the old me and making up a new me which I hate. I love the old me. The innocence, the beautiful and cunning image that is so pure , unlike the monstrosity that surrounds me right now. I dunno whether this ordeal had started b'coz I was depressed being rejected by him or just my revenge scheme for him, for taking me lightly ( clearly, it had backfired). Now , I had wish that I had told him how I felt before.. when I had the chance. But how could I? As I recalled, the moment I was about to tell him about my feeling, I had found out that he had feelings for another. Hurm, that was what holding me back. If only I had the confidence and courage to get on with it, then, maybe I won't still be having feelings for him anymore.  Is it too late to try now???? I'll tell you about this crush in my next post yeah.  The name? na ah... it's  too easy. He had the most common name there is.